My Guilty Meal

I had two hours to kill before an appointment tonight

i was at bedok interchange
so i decided to go to e blackboard for a ribeye steak

it was 14 bucks

it was dry, dull and unappetising

and they gave me mushroom sauce by mistake

instead of black pepper which i have ordered

it was so bad i couldn't finish it

i dun usually waste food like that

the last time i was there

i already told myself that i won't go there again

yet i went back there

so this time it is for real

i will not eat there ever again...

after dinner i was at the interchange again

and saw a beggar with only one leg

i gave him a gold coin

and thought to myself

i shouldn't have spent so much money on my dinner for nothing

a laksa might have been tastier, and of course cheaper

and i should give the money to the poor and needy

i will make a better decision next time... when i have another two hours to kill....

and i should do more for humanity...

my bad-decision

edit: i know why i craved for steak already

yesterday fifi mentioned that she took her grandpa and grandma to jack's place for steaks

and on sunday i was eyeing for delifrance and jack'splace steak too when i was at compass

point...